درون

Days are passing, I’ve lost a lot of things including weight, love, feelings, keys, some money and so on. I’ve met new people, some of them were interesting and funny, some boring, some didn’t know what they wanted? some were strange and my life is going on, still.

I feel I’ve become stronger, happier, stone hearted, some times indifference. There are some improvements too, I am getting in shape, recently I’ve taken up kung fu and it’s really fun, you don’t know how much exciting is that! When you learn to kick or punch people, it gives you a positive feeling.

I am selfish, I can’t make a relationship, if I make it, I can’t keep it, I’ve learnt to destroy everything very good! The problems are still the same, my conservative mum and her idea about me and whatever I do, that I am a  wicked person and the way she restricts my life.

Well, I’ve used to tell people that my life is amazing, there are some bright sides in my life for sure, but believe me there are things that I can’t change them now and I am afraid when I change them it is too late…

When I start to write here, I feel empty, blank! What’s the magic?!?